better, in fact. For some reason, I canât help staring at his lips and trying to figure out if they look kissable. Would they be dry or wet or soft or sticky?
âRachel?â he asks.
But why am I thinking about all of this? Iâm not exactly going to kiss him right this second. Or am I? The Truth Game dared me to do it. Maybe the game was right.
Weird energy starts buzzing through my whole body like someone plugged me into an electrical outlet. Normally Iâd sit around and wait for something to happen, hoping the right moment will come along. But maybe itâs finally time to stop thinking about kissing the guy and actually do it .
So I do. I grab Evanâs shirt and pull him toward me.
âWhaâ?â he starts to say, but then my lips are mashed up against his and he canât say anything.
As our lips meet, I expect to feel butterflies and to hear angels and to see fireworks. Instead, all I feel is sweat, my sweat dribbling down my temple. And all I hear is Evanâs breathing, quick and panicked-sounding, almost like heâs drowning. And all I seeâwait. Why are my eyes open? My eyes shouldnât be open! And his are open too. Theyâre so wide and so close to my face that itâs actually kind of scary.
I stagger back, pulling my lips away. Evan blinks at me, looking like he was the one smacked in the head with a dodgeball.
âAre-are you okay?â I stammer, wiping the sweat from my upper lip. I canât help noticing how very wet Evanâs lips look too. Oh my goldfish. Did my sweat drip on him while we were kissing?
âLee! Riley!â Mrs. Da Silva yells across the gym. âNo canoodling in my class!â
A few of the kids nearby snicker as they head to the locker rooms. Holy baked rhubarb. Did that just happen? Did I actually kiss Evan Riley during gym class?
âWhere did that come from?â Evan says finally.
âI-Iâm sorry,â I stammer because I donât know what else to say.
âDonât be sorry,â he says. âI was just surprised.â He reaches out and takes my hand in his. âReally, I didnât mind at all.â
âLee! Riley! To the locker rooms or to the principalâs office, you decide.â
We have no choice but to let go of each otherâs hands and rush away, but Evan flashes me a little smile over his shoulder. I did it. I canât believe I did it! I kissed Evan Riley! Suddenly, it feels like Iâve earned all the bonus points in the world.
Chapter 13
During the first hour of my shift at the bakery that afternoon, I keep hearing Chef Ryan grunting and cursing in the back as he works on a wedding cake. Briana barely even blinks as she stares at her phone, while I try to ignore the sounds as I pack up cupcakes and help customers.
The phone rings, and Briana stares at it like sheâs never seen a phone before.
I sigh and grab it even though talking on the phone is so not my forte. âRyanâs Bakery.â
âRachel? Itâs Angela. Is Chef Ryan nearby?â
âNo, heâs in the back roomââ
Crash!
âOh good. It was you I wanted to talk to. He showed me a sketch of the cake heâs thinking about for my birthday party, and itâs kind of boring. I mean itâs pretty and stuff, but it doesnât really scream little kid party, you know?â
âDid you try telling him that?â
âHe said it would look better in person, but Iâm starting to get worried. Any chance you could talk to him for me?â
I gulp. âI can try. Heâs not the easiest person to talk to.â
âI would super appreciate it! Everything else for my party is going to be so perfect. The cake has to be too, you know?â
I do know, so I promise her Iâll take care of it, and then I hang up the phone. Another loud crash rings out in the kitchen, and I hear Chef Ryan let out a lionlike roar of frustration. I steel myself and