thatâs fine. Iâll play good. Iâm tired of sitting around the house anyway.
âWhat about Physical Education?â Mr. Sars asks. âAny restrictions?â
âNo contact sports,â Dad says.
âCan I sign up for swimming?â I ask.
Henry looks at his computer and taps on the keyboard. âYouâve been surfing sinceââ
âThe accident,â Dad interrupts.
âHe doesnât want to call it a beating,â I say. âNo surfing, but Iâve been swimmingâa lot.â
âWill, his physical therapist, got him into the pool,â Dad says. âThey still work out together, sometimes. Does the school have a swim team?â
Mr. Sars nods, but heâs busy on his computer. Then he hands me a map of the school and points to the lines heâs drawnâthe routes to my classes. âIâve written down the names of your teachers on this list, with each class. Talk to Coach Hammond, heâs in charge of the swim team and your P.E. teacher, fourth period.â
Dad hands Mr. Sars a paper. âHereâs the doctorâs note.â Then Dad stands, so I stand, too. He hugs me and it feels awkward. âHave a good day,â he says.
Iâve been such an ass to him, I feel bad. So as heâs leaving, I yell, âKyle!â
He turns and grins.
âIâm good as gold,â I say, because I know heâs nervous. Funny, heâs crazy anxious and yet I have no emotions surrounding this place. So I poke fun at him and his smile brightens. âDaddy-o, itâs all going to be okay. Ainât nothing but a day at school.â
Even Henry Sars is snickering, hearing this.
âGo!â I push him down the hall. âIâve got this!â
And then I realize Luke is coming home. Heâs pushing Lou out and that is frightening. I shiver as I pick-up my map and my backpack and find my way to first period.
When I open the door, the teacherâs in midsentence, so I wait for a second. He then waves at a vacant seat near the back and I sit down. The whole class is staring at me. I ignore them and focus on the teacher. But he canât capture their attention. So he stops and says, âLucas Drake, welcome back.â He motions to the class. âNow, eyes up front, please.â
And the kids in the room abide.
I run my hands across the desktop. Itâs familiar. I halfway listen to some political-science stuff, but mostly Iâm looking at the kids in the class, seeing if I recognize anyone. Iâve been an island for over three months, but it didnât bother me until now. I want something to ring a bell.
Funny, right when Iâm thinking that, the bell rings.
A guy comes up to me and pops my knuckles with his fist. âDude, glad youâre back.â
Another guy says, âHowâs your head, Drake?â
âBetter!â I yell, and a few kids laugh.
As we file out of the classroom, a girl taps me on the arm. âI missed you, Luke.â She flips her long, stringy blonde hair from side to side. I get swept up in a crowd before I can even respond. But I hear her friend call her Erica. I think sheâs cute.
I walk into my next class and Simonâs waving at me. I sit down next to him. âYour mom and dad wouldnât let me near you. Iâve been trying to talk to you for months.â Heâs speaking so fast I stare at his face.
He freezes. âWhat are you staring at?â
âYou talk fast.â
âCome on, Drake. Keep up. Itâs what weâve always done. Listen, I gotta tell you, some weird shit went down that day you took my car, and since.â
âI took your car?â
He scowls.
âStart at the beginning. I donât remember anything,â I say.
Heâs watching me speak and his eyes are glued to my mouth. Iâm afraid to ask him why, because heâs staring so rudely. âIs something on my teeth?â I