sound.
âHeâs right,â said Jim Street. âItâs no good to get the doc, Miss Michael. I was waiting by the gate to have a word with him andâyou better set down, Maâam.â
Aunt Sarah sat down and folded her hands on her lap.
âIt was an accident,â she repeated. âOf course it was an accident.â
âNo, Maâam.â Jim Street shook his head. âAlf killed himself; there wasnât nothing else to do. He lost his pile, and you know Alf. He was a dead game sport.â
âHey?â said Aunt Sarah. âA what?â
âA dead game sport, Maâam, and it wasnât as though it mightnât have been all right. It was Jellett did it as sure as if heâd drawn a beadâdamn his soul, heââ
Jim Streetâs voice checked in a sob. Aunt Sarah leaned forward, and looked at him above her glasses. Her lower lip was trembling.
âDonât be a fool, Jim Street,â said Aunt Sarah. âIt was an accident. Alfred couldnâtâof course it was an accident.â
âI tell you it wasnât, Maâam.â Poor Jim Street didnât have the sense to make things right. âI know what I know. I got a brother working up thereâup there on the Hill. Jellett asked him to fetch him a pair of shoes. My brother was just down at the house telling me, Maâam, and when he came to Jellettâs room with the shoes, the door was open a crack and Alf and Jellett was talkinâ, Maâam. You donât mind my callinâ him Alf, because we played when we were kidsâand Alf was sayinâ he would sell himâthe gunning shanty, Maâam.â
âHey?â said Aunt Sarah. âSell him what?â
âThe gunning shanty, Maâam, that Mr. Michael built over by the beach. My brother couldnât help but hear, and Jellett wouldnât buy now, because he said he could get it cheaper later, because he knew Alf wasâhad lost money, Maâam. Damn him for a bloodsucker! He might have bought it just as well, and Alf, he told him he wouldnât get it ever. Oh, yes, Maâam, Alf knew what he was doing when he stepped outside. Alfâwas a dead game sport.â
Aunt Sarahâs face was yellow in the lamplight. âHe wouldnât buy the gunning shanty?â she said.ââItâs lucky I own the house, or heâd have tried to sell it too.âHe wouldnât buy the gunning shanty when heâs been after us to sell it all year?â
âNo,â Jim Streetâs voice broke. âAnd Alf he had to have the money, Maâam. He told me so this morninâ himself. And when he didnât, heââ
âIt was an accident,â said Aunt Sarah. âOf course it was an accident.â
âOf course it was an accident,â said Jim Street. âYes, Maâam, I understand.â
Aunt Sarah reached for her stick that was by the table.
âBut just the same,â she said, âIâll tell Jellett what I think of him. Give me your hand, Jim Street, Iâm getting old. Iâm getting dreadfully old.â
And then Tommy found his voice, because he was afraid again, terribly afraid.
âDaddy isnât dead?â he cried. âDaddy isnât dead?â
And then their eyes were on him. He felt their glances as something tangible and heavy as a blow.
âYes,â Aunt Sarah said. âCome here and hold my hand.â
âDidââ Tommyâs voice was hushed. It often seemed to him strange that he should have caught the significance as early as that of Jim Streetâs words. âDid that manâwho drove the horsesââ
His words trailed into stillness, and no one answered. The fear which Tommy had felt was leaving him in anger against that shining carriage and the man who held the reins.
âWhen I grow upââ he began.
âBe quiet, Tom,â Aunt Sarah said. âCome