words passed through Tommyâs thoughts, stilling them by their somber magic.
ââThou turnest man to destruction,ââ Aunt Sarah read, ââAnd sayest, Return, ye children of men. For a thousand years in thy sight are but as yesterday when it is past, and as a watch in the night.ââ
Aunt Sarah paused and adjusted her glasses.
âHo, ho,â she remarked, âI donât know why thatâs so consoling. Wellâwell, theyâll read it over me, I have no doubt. Tommy, what makes you jump so? Canât you ever sit still?â
âAunt Sarah,â said Tommy, âI heard a gun.â
âAnd why should you jump,â said Aunt Sarah, âwhen you hear a gun, I should admire to know? Itâs your father wasting time shooting bottlesâalways wasting time.⦠Thou carriest them away as with a flood; they are as a sleep; in the morning they are like grass which groweth upâââ
Dimly Tommy heard the words. They were like solemn music in an enormous vaulted place. Aunt Sarah was nothing but a faint shadow. Her voice was like a strangerâs voice, speaking from a vast distance, and awful in the certainty of knowledge. As he thought of it afterwards, he knew he could not have been afraid any longer. He was a little boy in a dream, so immense that fear itself was gone.
âAunt Sarah!â cried Tommy. She could have had no difficulty hearing him, for his voice had risen almost to a scream. âThereâs something coming up the stairs!â
âNonsense!â said Aunt Sarah, ââ⦠For all our days are passed away in thy wrath; we spend our years as a tale that is told.ââ
But Tommy was right. There was some one on the stairs. There were hasty stumbling footsteps.
âMrs. Michael!â Tommy knew the voice as that of Elmer, the hired man. âMrs. Michael, Maâam!â
Aunt Sarah walked to her door surprisingly fast.
âMrs. Michaelâs in her room,â she said. âWhat is it?â
Elmer was in the doorway. His face was white as paper; his hands were shaking like his voice.
âSpeak up!â said Aunt Sarah sharply. âWhat is it? Have you lost your tongue?â
âItâs Mr. Michael, Maâam!â began Elmer. âOh, Lord, MaâamâMr. Michaelâs killed himself.â
For just a moment in the dull silence that followed, Tommy did not think. He seemed to have heard only vaguely what Elmer said, and his eyes were on his Great-aunt Sarah, a grim old woman in a black dress with her hand cupped behind her ear, a dead old tree, he thought long afterwards, which stood unbending before a gale.
âKilled himself?â Aunt Sarah repeated. âKilled himself, you said?â
âOh, Lord, Maâam,â Elmerâs voice broke, âI was down to the stables, Maâam, and I heard a shot out back by the shore, and I ran there, because it didnât seem right shooting, and there he was, his head allââ
âThat will do,â Aunt Sarah said. She swayed slightly and her shoulders shook as though at last the wind had struck her. âIt was an accident, of course. Mr. Michael stumbled and fell. Do you understand me? Stumbled and fell. Now make for town and get the doctor.â
âIt wonât do no good, Maâam,â said Elmer. âHis headâJim Street helped me lift him upââ
Aunt Sarahâs voice checked him as surely as a hand across his mouth.
âRun for the doctor,â she said. âIt was an accidentâremember to say that.â
It was a night of faces. That was what always stayed fast in Tommyâs memory, faces lighted by something strange to Tommy Michael, partly of wonder, partly of awe and fear. Jim Streetâs was the next face. It appeared at Aunt Sarahâs door a second after Elmerâs had left. Mr. Street was crying as a boy might cry, except without a