here and hold my hand.â
âJust the same,â said Tommy Michael, âwhen I get bigââ
âYouâll have to be biggerân me,â Jim Street replied, âbefore you can tackle folks on Warning Hill.â
And then there was another face. His mother was in the door and her face too was white. She did not seem surprised to see Jim Street; she did not seem surprised at anything.
âWhat is it?â she asked. Her voice was not more than a whisper. âIs Alfredâ?â
But she knew what they meant without their saying a single word. Her lips went very tight together. Neither of them criedâhis mother nor Aunt Sarah.
âWhere is he?â Her voice was still nothing but a whisper.
âDown by the shore, Maâam,â Jim Street said.
âAnd you left him?â Her voice was louder. âYou left him all alone?â
âI was going back, Maâam,â said Jim Street. âIâm goinâ to stand by.â
Estelle Michael turned toward the door, her lips still tight. âWeâve got to bring him here,â she said. âHe canât stay out there alone.â
âWe will,â said Jim Street, âjust as soon as Elmerâs back with the doctor. Itâll take two, Maâam.â
âOf course it will take two,â the sharpness was back in his motherâs voice. âThereâs you and me, isnât there? And Tommy, get the lantern in the kitchen. Tell Nora sheâs to light it.â
âYou ainât going to take Tom?â cried Jim Street. âIt ainât right, Maâam, to takeââ
âHeâll have harder things to do,â his mother said. âTommy, youâre not afraid?â
âNo,â said Tommy, but his heart was deathly cold.
And Jim Street looked at him as though he was a man and not a boy.
âAlf would like it,â he said. âHeâs like his daddy, Maâam. A dead game sport, and I guess that goes for everybody here.â Jim Street coughed and looked embarrassed. âMaybe, Maâam, you might let me take Tom home to-night. He might feel better andânothingâs going to hurt him there.â
But Tommy scarcely heard him. He was thinking still of the shining carriage and of that man who held the reins. Some intuition which balances the helplessness of little children must have made him know that there was danger in that carriage, as deadly as the danger of Pharaohâs chariots. Though no one told him, he could tell that it had smitten his father down and that he too might fall beneath its wheels.
VIII
That was how he came to know the Streets, and the dooryard by the river, and to be friends with Mal and Mary. They were kind to him that night. Even Mal was kind, and Mr. Street was right; nothing ever hurt him there; nothing ever hurt him until he went to Warning Hill, and seven years went by before he did that.
Across the harbor, Warning Hill stood mysterious and splendid. But Tommy Michael never got there until he was fourteen. Mary was the one who helped him go, for Tommy got to Warning Hill in Mal Streetâs skiff, the yellow one which Jim Street used sometimes for eels, with a spritsail on her covered with blue patches. Though a long time had passed, Tommy always knew he would get there some dayâa long time, for is there ever a longer gap than that strangely misty lapse between seven and fourteen?
So much happened in that time, and yet where it went, Tommy could never tell. It always seemed to him that all in that one day the chill world first smote him, and when it happened all that had gone before was vague and blurred, a jumble of old voices and old visions that sank into the silence of the Michael house, and in the wrinkles of his motherâs face, until it all became impossible and unconvincing, like Aunt Sarahâs stories of a greatness that was past. He never knew until that day how little they had told