these horses enough for saving my brother. My dad feels the same way. Thatâs a large part of the reason why he reacted the way he did the day before yesterdayâhe feels itâs important to speak up on their behalf.â
I looked over the herd again. The horses had a hold on himâsomething almost otherworldly. I hadnât understood his connection to the horses before. But now I could see the way looking at the herd lit up his face. Soon I would be partly to blame for taking that away.
CHAPTER EIGHT
Never walk when you can ride. And never stand when you can sit.
I unwrapped the fluffy white towel and dropped it onto the wooden deck chair. It was barely sixty degrees outside, but the hot tub sounded perfect. I adjusted my turquoise bikini strap and stepped into the warm water. I lowered myself onto the seat, and water came up to my earlobes.
Iâd spent the last three days working at Dadâs job site. The starts of his jobs were always busiestâIâd been working from eight or nine in the morning to well after the sun set. Dad prided himself on finishing jobs ahead of schedule, and, with the rocky beginning here aside, this job was going well. Most of it. Dad had been a little shady about two phone calls that he got every day at ten a.m. and two p.m. He always stepped outside and when he came back in, the look on his face scared me enough to stay quiet.
Iâd gotten brave one day and sneaked Dadâs phone over to the card table between us. The phone rang and I lunged for it.Dad snapped at me to leave the phone alone. Every morning, there had been two or three people standing beside Dadâs trailer with signs. Brody had offered to handle them from now on and Dad had agreed. I was gladâBrody was level-headed and could talk the protestors into leaving.
My fingers were about to press the jet button, when Momâs voice carried over the yard from her phone conversation. âAre you sure itâs safe?â Mom said into the phone. âDonât lie to me.â She paused and I strained to hear more. âLet Brody handle it, then. Is there someone else to take over? A job isnât worth . . .â Her voice trailed off and I couldnât hear her anymore. She put the phone in the back pocket of her jeans and returned to her garden. I started to call out to her, but changed my mind. She would tell me if it was serious.
I closed my eyes for a minute, grateful for the warm water relaxing my muscles. No more thinking about protestors. I wanted to think about things besides business today.
Mom had decided to start her first garden. Weâd never had one beforeâit had never made sense to do one, since by the time the garden would bloom, we would move and someone else would get to enjoy the flowers.
But Mom decided to go for it this time, and planned to document the gardenâs growth and turn it into a photojournalism piece.
Photography was her first love, but she wanted to take writing classes to pen articles to accompany all her photos. She had tried talking me into a writing or photography class this summer. She knew I felt lost and wanted to find my âthing.â Mygut told me I wasnât going to find what I was looking for in a classroom.
Yesterday, during a break from working for Dad, Iâd met Mom in town. Together, we had shopped for garden supplies. Everyone had looked at us, but no one had approached Mom or me. No one except the older woman who owned the store. She introduced herself to us and helped Mom find everything she needed for her garden. After a pleasant experience in town, I think Mom felt much better about me going into town by myself.
The sound of a hawk overhead jerked me out of my thoughts. I looked down at Mom and grinned. She was intently reading a bulb packet and muttering to herself. She stuck her hand in the hole she had dug, pulled out the bulb and turned it over. Like that poor plant had a chance of growing upside
Daniela Fischerova, Neil Bermel