course you can.â
My knees buckled for a second. Crap. Why did he have to be so sexy? âBabel,â I said firmly, trying to sound in more control than I felt. âIs there a purpose to tonightâs visit? Other than the initial scaring the bejeezus out of me?â
âSheriff called. Said you were nervous about a barn owl. He thought I could come over and reassure you.â
The way he said âreassureâ made it sound like a naughty, naughty word. Iâm almost positive when the sheriff had said it, he hadnât made it sound that way at all. âConsider me reassured. Anything else?â
âDo you want me to stay?â
Yes. âNo.â
âI could sleep on the couch. It might make you feel safer, what with all the dogs and owls creeping around you.â
Okay. âNo.â
âYou sure?â
No. âYes.â I was a woman of many contradictions. My brain had apparently joined forces with my libido, but at least my mouth hadnât betrayed me.
He shrugged. âSuit yourself.â
âYou can take the couch.â Traitorous mouth! âJust for tonight, though. And donât be getting any ideas,â I added. After all, I was in control. Right?
Babel winked. âGot it. No ideas.â
Chapter 5
T he next morning I jumped out of bed, ran a comb through my hair, brushed my teeth, and pinched my cheeks for color before casually strolling into the living room.
Unfortunately, it had all been for naught. The spare blankets Iâd given Babel were folded neatly on the side of the couch, and he was gone. No note, no nothing. Which shouldnât have pissed me off, but it did. How come he hadnât stuck around? I felt like a one-night stand without all the hot, sexy fun that comes before the shame and regret.
Ruth stopped over and invited me to go to Lake Ozarks. She enticed me with the promise of name-brand outlet malls. Iâm weak. What can I say? Besides, I needed a distraction. We went in her car, and during the drive, I found out that the only access road in or out of Peculiar was the long one-lane bridge Iâd come in on. I enjoyed being a passenger. The country was beautiful and lush and green, something San Diego lacked, especially during water shortages. I hadnât really paid attention when Iâd driven inâmore focused on the destination than the journey.
After weâd finished shopping, (and hell yes, we shopped! I found some really cute things for the restaurant at an antique mall), Ruth said, âAre you sure I canât talk you into getting a hotel room for the night, Sunny?â
âDonât you have to get home?â After all, Ruth did have a dozen kids.
She shrugged. âSometimes itâs nice to get away.â
I could see that. Hell, if I had that many ankle biters Iâd want to run away. But damn, Iâd already run away from home once before, and I wasnât looking to go anywhere else at the moment. âI have some stuff I need to do in the restaurant today. Plus, I want to go through Chavâs things and see if I can get a clue to where she is. You donât mind, do you?â
Ruth tensed, pursed her lips, and wiggled them. She minded. âPlease, Sunny. You donât want to go back to Peculiar. Not tonight anyway.â
âI had a good time today, Ruth.â In other words, she was killing my buzz.
She didnât respond.
Iâd had it up to my eyeballs. âDo people really want me gone that badly?â
âThereâs good reason for not wanting you around.â Ruth wouldnât look at me. âYouâre not one of us.â
Great. There was some kind of hillbilly club that required membership I wasnât privy to. âI could be âone of youâ if you guys would just stop treating me like Iâm a boil on your asses.â
Ruth cracked a smile. âI canât explain it. Not in a way to make you understand. So, no offense,