removed my coat, shoes, and hosiery, right there in the foyer. I worked my way to the bathroom, which I seemed to have to do every half hour, and finally to my bedroom. I laid my blouse across the chair beside the chest of drawers, right next to my great-grandmotherâs Star of Bethlehem quilt. Not much in this world offered the comfort that protective covering did. At times it had been my shield and armor. Sometimes it served as arms to hold me, other times as something to keep me warm.
Maybe it could be all of those now. I cradled it against my chest. I crawled into bed without bothering to put on my pajamas and wrapped the quilt around me. I scooted under the comforter and felt so safe and warm that I promptly fell asleep.
Iâm at the Rock House. Children are everywhere. Theyâre playing and running and sitting in the seats. Children of all ages and sizes, and itâs a happy place.
A little girl walks up to me, and she looks like me. I say, âHi, sweetie.â And she says, âHi, Mommy.â Whenshe calls me Mommy, I realize sheâs my daughter Imani, and I cry and cry because Iâm so happy to see her. She lets me cry and kisses me on the forehead. For a moment I think that she doesnât look anything like Adam, and Iâm comforted by that. Then she is holding baby Zeekieâs hand. I bend down to kiss him, and he blows a raspberry on my lips. I laugh, close my eyes, and throw my head back, but something is terribly wrong. My laughter sounds way too loud. Forced. When I look down again, Imani and Zeekie turn into skeletonsâall the children turn into hideous decayed bodies, and they all are screaming, âHelp me, Help me!â
I wake up screaming.
I felt arms around meâreal arms, instead of my great-grandmotherâs quilt. My eyes hadnât adjusted in the dark room, and I screamed like a madwoman, especially since I distinctly remembered going to bed alone. Adrenaline rushed through me, even though I hadnât fully awakened, and I pummeled my intruder with desperate punches until his arms clamped around me.
âBell, itâs Jazz. Stop hitting me.â
âJazz?â My body realized the truth of his statement before my mind. His scent, mingled with cigar smoke and faint traces of Jack Daniels invaded my senses. He loosened his grip a bit.
âIâve got you,â he murmured in my ear.
Still, my heart nearly burst out of my chest.
âWhat are you doing here?â I yelled, not intending to.
âI was asleep, until you had a nightmare.â
âI donât mean what youâre doing ! I want to know how you got in here.â
âYou didnât lock the door.â
âNot at all ?â Oh, man. I must have been really tired.
âNo, you didnât. What if I was some kind of psychopath?â
âAccording to the people I met with this morning, the jury is still out on that.â
If his expression was any indicatorâeyes narrowed, brows furrowedâIâd confused him. âWhat people? What are you talking about?â
âNever mind.â I shuddered to think I had slept like Goldilocks while Jazz, or anyone, could enter my apartment without me noticing. âI canât believe you came inside my apartment and got in bed with me.â
âYou didnât notice when I touched you, either.â
I realized I wasnât fully dressed and pulled the quilt around me more. âWhat did you do, Jazz Brown?â
âI am still married to you.â
âWhere did you touch me?â
âYou know, the scriptures say the marriage bed is undefiled. And this, if I remember correctly, and I most certainly do, is our marriage bed.â
âJazz, quit playing. Where did you touch me?â
He rolled over away from me. Laughed. âMaybe I didnât touch you at all. Maybe I just wanted to see what your reaction would be so I can gauge whether or not I can get away with it if the
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