his. âRelax, honey. Theyâre fine.â
Didnât sound fine to her. She chewed her bottom lip. âI think theyâre arguing.â
Dare shrugged. âSo? Theyâre both reasonable enough. They wonât come to blows.â
If only she had his confidence. She knew that when it came to her, Trace could be more than unreasonable. âAll right, but letâs make this quick.â She tried to give Dare her attention, when truthfully, she strained to hear what her brother and Jackson were saying.
âYou know I think of you as a little sister.â
âYes.â And she thought of him as another brother. Dare and Trace had known each other for a very long time.After the death of their parents, Dare had been there, helping them both to cope. Heâd been there through all the most important steps in their lives.
She flinched at a particularly loud curse from Jackson.
Insistent on getting her attention, Dare brought her face around to his. âIâm sorry to do this, but Jackson is slammed, and Trace just isnât himself, so it looks like itâs up to me.â
Given the seriousness of his tone, Alani almost groaned. âDo I really want to hear this?â
âI brought you out here because I didnât want to embarrass you.â
âToo late for that, isnât it?â Already her faux pasâsleeping with a drugged man unaware of his own actionsâhad been aired to the people closest to her. âAll things considered, I donât know how I could be any more embarrassed.â
Apologetic, Dare asked, âDid you guys use protection?â
Shock took her back a step. Obviously she hadnât even seen the start of embarrassment yet.
Protection? She wanted to groan. âIâ¦â Had they? That first time, yes. Her face heated as she remembered watching Jackson intently roll on a condom. But after that?
Dropping his head forward, Dare muttered to himself. âDonât tell me. Itâs none of my damn business. But with Jackson drugged, he might not have been thinking right.â His probing gaze held hers. âThatâs the point of a roofie, you know. Complete lack of inhibition.â
âI see.â Putting a hand over her mouth, Alani racked her brain. Even after that first time, Jackson had remained insatiable, and theyâd both been frenzied⦠She couldnât specifically recall the use of condoms.
âI donât suppose youâre on the pill?â
She shook her head. âNo need.â And then she slapped a hand over her mouth, but it was too late. Dare had already absorbed that telling confession.
âOkay then.â Dare rubbed her shoulder. âWithout asking for details, Iâm guessingâunder the right circumstancesâyou might have been a little too inexperienced to pay attention.â
âThe right circumstances?â
He rubbed her shoulder some more. âGetting carried away and all that.â
Her cheeks burned. How could he so easily discuss things so private? Much more of this and sheâd be permanently singed. âThings did happen sort ofâ¦fast.â
Dareâs mouth quirked. âNot something Jackson would want you to share, hon.â
âI donât meanâ¦!â More heat flooded into her face, almost making her light-headed. âThat is, the decision toâ¦and then againâ¦I sort of forgotâ¦.â
âI do understand.â Dare fought off a grin. âBut just in case, itâs something the two of you should discuss, donât you think?â
She covered her face with both hands. âThis just keeps going from bad to worse.â
âDonât jump the gun, okay? Odds are, Jackson took care of it and even if he didnât, it might not be an issue.â
She hoped not, because after that first time, sheâd simply accepted anything and everything he wanted to do, no questions asked.
âBut for future