cruel action, especially since Carla had done nothing to provoke her. I know the smell of cleaning products had always been a sore point with Brita, but considering Carlaâs condition, so to speak, I was surprised. Still, I think every person who has come into this quad has wanted to spit on Carlaâs desk, just to see what she would do. Iâm looking at the answer and itâs not pretty.
âWhy did she do that?â she squeaked.
âI donât know, Carla. Sheâs just mad at everyone and everything I guess.â For the next hour, Carla goes into a hyper-animated cleaning frenzy, spraying and wiping everything down, over and over. The monitor gets at least a half an hour dedicated to itself alone.
Bruce waltzes in and grabs the guest chair that the four of us, now three of us, share in the quad. âHey, smells clean in here. I guess you heard about Brita, eh?â
âShe told me she quit.â
âWow, did she ever,â says Bruce, but he fails to elaborate on what he means. After the spitting action, I imagine that Bruce got something equally as good. Bruce suddenly rubs his hands feverishly together as if he was trying to spark a fire, and then, in what I think he thinks is dramatic, slaps his knees. âWell, Colin, Iâm afraid youâll have to be the one to pull up the slack around here until we find a replacement for Brita.â
âSure thing,â I say, completely unfazed by what heâs just said.
âReally?â
âYeah, no problem.â
Bruce seems flustered by my response, and I imagine he was waiting for me to take exception to what heâs said so heâd have the opportunity to practise his manager skill set. I suspect heâs got a performance review looming and he is looking for some examples of leadership to write down.
âWell youâre going to have to refill out your estimates form, now that youâre taking over for Brita⦠temporarily that is.â
Although I pretty much despise everything about my job, the one thing I hate above all others is doing estimates. Iâm supposed to guess how much time it will take me to complete each piece of code that Iâll be working on over the next six months. Now Iâm going to have to figure out how much time doing two jobs will take. Dutiful, I do it just the same, for I am a good civil servant.
I work on my new estimates, form 220, for over two hours, trying to piece together everything Brita had been working on and would have been working on in the future. When Iâm done, I bring the form over to Bruce. Heâs on the phone, so I drop it into his in-basket. Forty minutes later Bruce returns with the estimates form.
âYouâre a little high in a couple of places, Colin, and a little low in others. Look at it again, see if you can identify the problem areas, and fix them up.â
âSure thing,â I say, seething on the inside. I go over the whole thing again and make what I think are the appropriate adjustments. When Phil and I get back from lunch I notice that the form is back in my in-basket with several yellow stickies on it identifying the areas where the numbers are too high or too low. My jaw tightens and I grind my teeth. I randomly beef up or down the numbers identified as being incorrect guesses and march it back to Bruceâs desk. Heâs on the phone again, so I toss it into his in-basket.
Not ten minutes later, heâs back in my quad. âStill not right Colin, a couple of these are still a little low.â
âWell, why donât you just put the number that you want in the box?â
âWell Colin, then I would be doing your job, wouldnât I?â
I want to pop him in the mouth. âBruce, I donât know what number should go in the box. Itâs an estimate. So just put in whatever number you want. I donât mind being wrong. Iâm just tired of guessing.â
âColin, itâs great
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