practice for you. Itâll help you. Just do your best, thatâs all Iâm asking,â he urges, putting the sheet back in my in-basket.
Insanity. But I smell something fishy here, aside from Bruceâs power games. Bruce isnât that smart. I erase the numbers in question and put in new random numbers. I walk the 220 form over to Bruceâs cubicle again. âThat was quick Colin. Do you think you got it right this time?â
âYou tell me.â
âWell let me look it over and Iâll bring it back if it needs fixing.â
âWell just look at it now.â
âListen Colin, I have to finish this email, but Iâll do it right after that.â
Iâm contents-under-pressure, a steaming kettle, Fahrenheit four-fifty-fuck-you. Thereâs a worm in the apple and itâs time to go fishing. âFine,â I say and leave, but I donât go far. I slip into Peter Cannâs cubicle, right next door to Bruceâs. I place my index finger to my lips and make a silent shhh to Peter. Heâs a good sport and doesnât say anything, just curiously watches. I stand on his guest chair and peer over the wall at Bruce. Heâs not writing his email. Heâs looking at my 220 form. He opens one of his desk drawers and pulls out two other 220 forms. I recognize one as my original from March 2006, and the other one I surmise to be Britaâs. Heâs added them together to make sure they match my new estimates.
âBruce!â I yelp over the wall. He jumps as if his spine were about to pop out of his back. I step down off the chair, thank Peter and spin around the light grey cubicle dividing wall and back into Bruceâs cube. âGive me that,â I demand snatching my 220 form from his hand. I quickly do the addition of all four boxes in question right there. It takes me about forty-five seconds and Bruce doesnât say a peep. When Iâm done, I hand Bruce the form and say, âEstimates are now complete.â
I walk back to my cube with joy in my heart.
When I get to the office the next day there is a calendar invite from Barry, the manager, Mr. Paperless Office. He has requested a meeting with me at 10 a.m. in his office, the subject line: The Committee. I click the button to accept and donât think any more about it.
At 9:55 I get a pop-up reminder about the meeting. I hit the washroom, and then walk to Barryâs office. When I get there, he waves me in and asks me to shut the door. Barryâs a fat little man, habitually adorned in a light grey suit (almost the same colour as our cubicle walls â sort of office camouflage, so he can sneak up on people) and some sort of novelty tie. I think heâs about fifty-five, but he seems to have no imminent retirement plans. Itâs not because he has to work; no, I think Barry has lots of money. He wonât retire because he loves his job. He loves his job because he thinks heâs making a difference. He thinks his job is important. Today his tie has a profile picture of Homer Simpson drinking a Duff beer. I suspect that this tie, at least in Barryâs mind, is a kind of jovial catalyst, a springboard to you-can-talk-to-me-for-Iâm-a-man-of-the-people, just a small piece of his open-door managerial style that he professes as part of his office philosophy. âI hear that there was a bit of an incident yesterday with the work estimates.â
âYeah, Bruce is driving me crazy with those. I donât know what to tell you. The whole thing boggles the mind.â
âListen,â says Barry, rolling his chair closer to mine, putting one hand gently on my knee. âBruce was quite scared by what happened yesterday. He said, and this is a quote, he said he âfelt physically threatenedâ yesterday when you grabbed the piece of paper from his hand.â
Iâm stunned. âYou have to be kidding me?â I ask.
âThis is a serious matter Colin.
Xara X. Piper;Xanakas Vaughn