headed in the direction of the showers, his towel draped over one shoulder. The cell blockâs shower room was identical to the one in his old high school, with a dozen individual fixtures and a poured concrete floor. Normally prisoners had to wait in line, with ablutions limited to three minutes per man, and those toward the end of the line being forced to settle for luke-warm water, but since he was the only person in the shower room, there would be plenty of hot water for a change.
He was washing the oil and asphalt residue from his hair when he was struck in the chest and knocked back against the tiled wall of the shower. As he opened his eyes to see whoâd punched him, the soap from the shampoo poured into them, effectively blinding him.
âBend over and crack yore Daddy some brown-eye, punk,â Mother snarled, flashing a predatorâs grin that was all teeth and menace.
âFuck you!â Skinner snapped, trying to keep the fear from his voice.
âThatâs exactly what I intend to do,â replied Mother as he drove his fist against the side of Skinnerâs head.
For a brief second the world was without light, sound or scent, and when Skinner regained his senses, he found himself lying on the floor of the shower, the sound of running water filling his ears.
âRoll him over on his back,â Mother ordered as he opened his pants. âI want him to see me while Iâm doinâ it.â
Skinner tried to shout for help, but Rope was already on top of him and quickly shoved a pair of bunched-up briefs in his mouth.
Mother gave himself a few swift, angry yanks, as if his dick was made of leather instead of living flesh, until he was pumped full. Skinner could see red and black flames inked along its length, like the customizing on a hotrod engine cowling. âHold him still, damn it! How do you expect me to plug him if heâs wiggling around?â he growled as he spat into his free hand.
Rope punched Skinner hard enough to crack the back of his head against the floor. For a second everything went gray and blurred for a few secondsâuntil the pain of Mother shoving between his buttocks brought him back to himself. It was like he was being torn in two, the pain increasing with each thrust of his attackerâs hips He screamed, but most of it was muffled by the gag blocking his mouth. Tears of agony and shame filled his eyes, streaming from his eyes to his ears.
This isnât happening.
âLook at me!â Suddenly Motherâs face was looming over his, breathing hot, putrid air down on him.
Skinner squeezed his eyes shut and turned his head away.
âLook at me when Iâm fucking you, punk!â
This isnât happening to me. Iâm not really here. When I wake up itâll have been nothing but a bad dream. A nightmare.
Nothing more.
âI said look at me!â Motherâs fist smashed into Skinnerâs nose, breaking it. Blood flooded his sinuses and began backing up into his throat. He tried to spit it out, but the gag was in the way.
Iâm going to die. Heâs going to let me choke to death on my own blood. Iâm just meat to them. It doesnât matter if Iâm alive or dead. Iâm just something to use and throw away. Meat. Meat.
Mother laughed and pointed to Skinnerâs rapidly inflating penis. âHey, Rope! Heâs gettinâ off on it! The punkâs a faggot! Ainât that right, pretty boy?â
Skinner made a choking noise in the way of a reply. Motherâs smile abruptly disappeared, to be replaced by something resembling concernâbut not for his victim.
âHeyâsomethingâs wrong here.â
Skinnerâs limbs suddenly began to jerk about so violently Rope could no longer hold him down. Mother began to curse and tried to disengage himself, but was unable to pull free.
âSweet Jesus, help me!â he exclaimed in a panicky voice. âIâm
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