Of course, that meant he was late to third period and got a one-way ticket to Marsdenâs Detention Den this afternoon.
I decide to swing by the third floor and see if my grand plan is working before I head down to the track. Even though we donât have official practice again until next week, my muscles are pretty unforgiving when it comes to impromptu vacations. I have to keep them stretched and ready tosupport my leaps and bounds, whether Iâm technically supposed to or not.
But I let myself stop on the way outside and watch through the little glass window in Mr. Marsdenâs classroom door. I can barely see Lily, hunched over a desk, with a math textbook next to her. Joe is poring over a book of his own, then looks at her and says something. She reaches over and points at something in his book, then points at his paper. He nods and starts writing.
Seriously?
This is how she flirtsâby
tutoring
? I get them stuck in a room together and the only thing she can think of doing is
homework
?
I groan aloud, then shake my head. Clearly Iâm going to need to spend more time explaining to Lily that math is the furthest thing from sexy and no one ever caught her dream guy by working through equations.
Minutes later, Iâm tightening my shoelaces and then peering out at the hurdles, trying to erase the distractions from my brain. All day long, Iâve been thinking about what movies to use, what scenes would work best, and how I can get Tommy to say that he loves me.
Now I shake my head. If Iâm going to run my event with any kind of confidence, Iâve got to find a way to compartmentalize. I need to separate my running from my relationship. Closing my eyes, I imagine the shotgun start and Ibolt forward. I attempt to pull the magic act that always works best for meâdividing myself into two people. One Marijke who runs with the wind at her back and one Marijke who pauses to consider her options.
Today, itâs just not working. I leap over my hurdles with a sort of resignation.
For the first time inâwell, everârunning feels less like freedom and more like a job. Every hurdle is like an item on a checklist and not a single one feels like a priority. Iâve got to get things moving with Tommy so I can go back to being the kind of girl who moves forward, not backward. And Lily is the key, with her organized ideas to get the movie plan rolling full force. Sheâs like some kind of smart, curly-haired secret weapon.
But I donât see Lily again until lunch on Tuesday. When she comes up to me, though, her eyes are bright and full of something like ideas.
âSay anything,â she says.
I squint up at her, now leaning over me with both hands on her hips.
âHuh?â
âSay anything,â she repeats.
âUm . . . anything?â I try, attempting to follow her clearly insane logic.
She rolls her eyes and plops down on the ground next to me. I decided to bypass my usual lunch table today in favorof the spring air. That, and I know that Poseyâs boyfriend, Jeremy, asked her to prom at last nightâs tennis matchâI heard something about him spelling out âPROM?â in plastic cups pushed through the chain-link fencing around the courts. Itâs a cute idea, reallyâI just canât really handle hearing someone elseâs adorable prom proposal story today.
Lily drops a DVD in my lap.
â
Say Anything
,â she repeats. âThe movie. Thatâs how youâre going to get Tommyâs attention.â
I look down at the case. A young John Cusack stares up at me.
âOf all the movies on the list, you had to choose the only one I havenât seen yet?â
âTrust me,â she says, tapping the plastic box, âthis movie is a classic. And itâs got the most iconic display of true love thatâs ever been in a movie.â
âIconic?â
âYeah, iconicâwell-known, major, important . .