told them why she hadnât invited me, based on the fact that no one seemed to want anything to do with me at practice. I was ostracized like Hester Prynne in
The Scarlet Letter
(which weâre reading in English.) And as I was leaving practice, Kate came up to me and said she was sorry she mentioned the spa day to me. âI felt bad,â she said. âI didnât realize you and Brynn arenât friends anymore.â
âNo problem,â I said.
Then Kate said âBrynn told everyone what Sophie did at the party.â She made a face like just the memory of what Brynn told her was unpleasant. âI didnât see it. But it sounded badâSophie moving in on Billy like that. It sounds like she was being pretty aggressive.â She raised a brow like she was waiting for me to respond.
I felt like I had to defend Sophie, even though I really didnât want to get dragged into this. âSince you didnât see it, donât you think youâre being pretty judgmental?â
Kate ignored my question. âI know sheâs related to you or something, but itâs wrong that she kissed someone elseâs boyfriend.â
âBilly isnât Brynnâs boyfriend anymore.â
Kate looked at me like she couldnât believe Iâd said that. âIs. Was. Same difference. And youâre supposed to be her best friend.â
â
Was
. I was her best friend,â I said.
Kate looked at me like she couldnât believe those words had come out of my mouth. âBrynn said you donât get it, and itâs a shame,â Kate said.
I couldnât believe she was getting so involved in something that clearly had nothing to do with her. A lot happened between Brynn and me, and Brynn had clearly only told her half of the story. I thought about telling Kate my side of things, but what was the point? She was just one person on the team. There were lots of others. What was I supposed to do? Go person to person and repeat myself? Plus, Kate had already picked her side. I slung my backpack over my shoulder and left.
Iâd heard enough for one day.
Tuesday, January 13
Study Hall
As Sophie and I were leaving lunch, she told me that Beth Schimberg told her that Kelly Blake said she heard the reason Brynn and I arenât friends anymore is because she (Sophie) likes Billy, and I (April) didnât do anything to stop it.
âIsnât that nuts?â said Sophie. âI mean seriously, who thinks like that?â
I hadnât told Sophie what was happening on the dance team, because I knew it would make her feel awful if she thought people were being mean to me because of something she did. Plus, it seemed like the problem was pretty contained to just the girls on the dance team. But if Brynn was starting to drag in other random people like Beth and Kelly, who were now bringing Sophie into the drama, I didnât have much of a choice.
âI guess Brynn can be pretty vindictive when sheâs upset,â I said to Sophie.
âBut to say that the two of you arenât friends because I like Billy is ridiculous.â Sophie paused, and then looked at me. âIâm going to try to talk to her,â she said.
I shook my head. âI donât think you should get into it with Brynn,â I said. âIâve known her for a long time and I promise, thereâs nothing you can say that could make matters better.â
âThey canât get worse,â said Sophie.
Unfortunately, I think they can.
9:45 p.m.
Just talked to Sophie
Who talked to Billy
About Brynn
Sophie called me tonight right when Iâd gotten out of the shower. I was still soaking wet and wasnât even going to answer, but I dried off my hand and one side of my head and face so I could talk.
âI told Billy what Brynn has been saying about you, and Billy told me that heâs going to try to talk to Brynn,â said Sophie as soon as I answered the phone.